Sunday, August 28, 2011

I Loved You Even If And I'll Love You When...

I loved you even if.....it's Sunday morning and I don't have sweet fellowship with you in person.... Even if my heart breaks to see your healing be..... Even if I had so many things to share with you....Even if you don't believe in the 'He' in me.... Even if the enemy has lied to you that you should fear me.... Even if you have looked at the outward appearance of man and not at the heart, I believed in you.... Even if you were in fear because I once was in the same place.... Even if you don't want to go the same places I do.... Even if I don't mean half as much to you as you do to me.... Even if you don't know what to do with spirit-filled emotion.... Even if you thought my only ministry is that which you read and truly only a small portion.... Even if you wouldn't converse with me.... Even when you call a thousand times and hang up and never leave a message..... Even when you cursed me from across the desk and I still went home and prayed.... Even if you may have taken me as a fool and secretly thinking me weak.... Even if you didn't realize God gives such open doors if we just walk through them.... Even if you believed you stole my dreams.... Even if you knew not how to receive your healing and wouldn't let me show you.... Even if you didn't pray selflessly.... Even if you spoke and I believed and you used it against me.... Even when you have threatened my whole family.... Even if riches was more important to you than first finding the abundance in God offered that includes riches.... Even if you haven't found that place of weakness that truly blesses.... Even if I haven't found that exact timing that breaks every yoke off of you because it is in the anointing that I so longed to share. Even if you took things from me that really wasn't what you were looking for at heart.... Even if you didn't know the great joy in my heart when I see you...Even if knowing what's for you aside from everything that is against you.... Even if I asked you to pray for me because I saw something in you and you didn't.... Even if I didn't have enough of what you needed at any given time...Even if you wouldn't let me explain.... Even if you shoved my hands away when I was praying for another because you didn't believe in God's healing power.... Even if  I really needed your help and you didn't come... Even if I wasn't the right size to suit you or for ministry.... Even if I couldn't get to you when you needed me the most... Even if I sinned against you unknowingly, I loved you.... Even if I was too organized or disorganized for you.... Even if I didn't give you what you wanted when you believed it was for you.... Even if you have disrespected me in many ways.... Even if you have taken part in trying to make me someone I am not... Even if you told lies about me to gain advantage.... Even if I tried to always think the best of  you... Even if you couldn't see the hours I spent in prayer for you.... Even if you simply closed the eyes of your heart off because it was easier.... Even if your flesh didn't want to be free of the disease that so badly wants you.... Even if you have sent me thousands of emails knowing I just wanted to see you face to face, not realizing who I really am....Even if you haven't responded to me.... Even if you wanted something from me but was too scared to just ask.... Even if you cared less than you said you did.... Even if I told you the truth and you thought it a lie.... Even if you don't trust God.... Even if you don't know God in your life.... Even if I have heard endless negative that will be turned around.... Even if you didn't choose me.... Even if you have used me to get your way I still want blessing rightly for you.... Even if you prayed against me often with a wrong spirit.... Even if you believe the worst is for you, I loved you and will continue to do so until you see the lie.... Even if you only wanted pride for me I still loved you.... Even when you hurt me and smiled about it...I still loved you.  Even if I wanted something less than you thought...Even if you thought you were less than and just didn't know....Even if you have done your best to kill me...Even if you don't want to see blessing come to me and my family...Even if you have a mentality that nothing is ever enough to satisfy, I will still love you until it leaves you  and you realize what God really wants for you....Even if I was considered wrong to make things right, I still loved you....   If you hold any of these, I loved you even if...


I will love you when I see you in person on Sunday mornings and we'll have sweet fellowship.....I will love you when my heart breaks in a good way in knowing that your heart is healed.... I will love you when you allow me to share many things with you....I will love you when you believe in the God in me...I will love you when you no longer fear me....I will love you when the outward appearance no longer matters to you but the heart of the Father....I will love you when you can share your same fears that once were but no longer are an issue....I will love you when you don't want to go the same places with me but we will enjoy it no matter....I will love you when I mean as much to you as you do to me...I will love you even when you may not know what to do with such spirit filled emotion...I will love you when my ministry has grown exceedingly far beyond writing this blog for several years.....I will love you when you converse with me.....I will love you when you call and chat because God has things to say to you.....I will love you when you have spoken so ill of me, but you won't walk on me any longer, though I'd pray if it were your need.... I will love you when you stop taking me for a fool.....I will love you when you realize there are open doors to walk through and I will hold your hand....I will love you when you be with me in my dreams and I in yours....I will love you when you will let me show you how to receive your healing....I will love you when you pray with aligned hearts...I will love you when we have agreement....I will love you when you accept me without presumption....I will love you when you see the abundance God offers through His riches..... I will love you when you find that place of weakness that truly blesses....I will love you when the moment is found that breaks every yoke because of the anointing I have so longed to share....I will love you when you find what you are looking for in your heart...I will love you when you see the great joy in my heart....I will love you when you have knowing of what's for you aside from everything that was against you....I will love you when you will truly pray for me because I know it is in you....I will love you when you know I am enough to meet your need... I will love you when you let me explain.....I will love you when you realize God's healing power....I will love you when you help meet my needs....I will love you when you realize I am suited for you and for ministry.....I will love you just when you need me the most....I will love you when you forgive any sin I may have committed toward you....I will love you when I am just right for you....I will love you when I can give you what you need when it is right on time and on target....I will love you when you respect me for who I am....I will love you when you love me for who God has made me and not mere perception....I will love you when you tell the truth about me....I will love you when I think the best of you....I will love you when you realize the hours I have spent in prayer for you....I will love you when the eyes of your heart see me.....I will love you when we rejoice together that you are free of the disease that no longer has you ....I will love you when you see that God in me wants more than an email.....I will love you when there is response....I will love you when you know who I really am....I will love you when you want something and you simply and confidently ask....I will love you when you care more for me than you ever have.... I will love you when you know I truly care for you....I will love you when you trust God....I will love you when you know God in your life....I will love you when all the negative is turned to positive.....I will love you when you choose me....I will love you when I can give to you what you need rightly to bless you....I will love you when you pray rightly for me...I will love you when you see the best was for you all along....I will love you when you want me to have a humble and contrite spirit about the things of God....I will love you when you love me on purpose and are happy about it....I will love you when you know what I want....I will love you when you know your worth in God....I will love you when you do your best to love me back....I will love you when you want the best for me and my family.....I will love you when you know for certain you have enough in God to satisfy, realizing what greatness God is giving you.....I will love you when all things are made right. I will love you when.....

It has been said many times...It is time for radical kind of love. This is the heart of God. Let us not give up meeting together. This is the foundation in which all else stems.

There is no condemnation, just love. Take on the one who makes it all possible. Love covers a multitude of sin.

1 Thessalonians 5:23 says this...Now may the God of peace Himself sanctify you completely; and may your whole spirit, soul and body be preserved blameless at the coming of your Lord Jesus Christ.

God loves you even if.....and God loves you when.....

Posted 10:30pm

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