Healing Waters

For this…it is the purpose, the intention, the reason; should there be need of one, the goal and dreams of my heart that I write the vision that I pray manifests into all that God has given to me into a fervent and fruitful ministry of the church.

There is a river of life and it waters the tree of life and brings forth fruit in every month of every season Revelations says. Water flows. It’s beautiful to see, mesmerizing almost, at the miracle of it. The understanding of it is like a wellspring of life Proverbs say. John tells us that there is a river within that springs up of the Holy Spirit. A man was told to go and wash as a commandment unto obedience. Water was used as a source to serve in watering camels. Water is a sign of the Holy Spirit. Water is divine in that God spoke and it was. It was then purposefully used for many reasons.

We are given the example to be immersed in waters as an outward sign of an inward change in taking on the Lord in baptism. There being nothing particularly special about its ritual oh but the inward change in its reality. To the obedient the blessings are overwhelming.

God knew what He was doing when He created water. He used it to display great servant hood to others in bowing low to wash another’s feet. He rebuked others standing by when another washed His. He created us in His likeness with tears of joy and tears of sorrow being an outward sign of what our heart sees, knows or feels. He called one man a weeping prophet, full of God’s heart as a mouthpiece for God. There’s an inexpressible joy that many have not felt or known. Oh God, my heart pours from the depths of my soul for these. It is a miracle in a season of drought, whether spiritual or physical. It grows our crops, waters vegetation and makes our flowers beautiful and sweet. Divinely purposed is water in Gods heart and plan. It is both inwardly cleansing and yet cleans us physically. In the depths of it there are known and unknown mysteries uncovered from life of the sea to the miracles of the Spirit of God.

There’s a song that sings…”Running waters dance, you and I romance. Unto you I give all the glory”. A song singing to the tune of my heart…an inward need too great to sit here and it not take place…a love so full I cannot think on anything but what He has said should be. I was a little girl of incredible faith that had a faith that was so real, like the song sings…you can touch it, feel it, know it on the inside and I want everyone to know about this kind of love divinely purposed of our Heavenly Father. The enemy has used me, abused me, stolen from me but has not realized or received what wills to be. The practicality of it seems for some reason to others to be less than the desired, but the joy found in the service on the way, says, “Walk a mile with me and I will go with you two”. I will tell you about it.

A scripture flows from the page this morning…”In the light of the king’s face is life and his favor is like a cloud of the latter rain.” Oh that precious latter healing rain. There is favor in a lit countenance, in the eyes of favor.

My heart cries out, “Oh, God please help me….vision given to me…please help me do this. You know my heart and oh how I love you. I have believed you when a thousand times I could have said no more. I ask you for your favor and love and blessing for me and my family and unto manifesting this for the blessing of many. I want them blessed, spending years in showing my heart for them. You know me. I know you. I believe you. Do it for me and for many. Raise this dream for millions. Raise this dream for thousands. Raise this dream for hundreds. Raise this dream for only a few, but my prayer is that you raise up this dream unto reality. I have for many other men and women of God believed for and served. I have put my faith forward and thus far none have desired the gifts of God I have to share, so give me wisdom that you have said you would lavish upon us as we ask according to your Word and make a way for this place to give all glory to you in blessing so very many. If I had not believed so greatly I couldn’t even have the faith to ask, for you know my state. I have far less than the necessary to do this. We have gone without less than needed, so Father God, I ask you to bless us as we see your house be built and be full of hungry hearts for You. Therefore I rely fully on you to make my dreams come true and for my prayers to be answered. I have asked for a lot of things, this being only in part but I believe you Heavenly Father for it. There is healing to be had and I know you will honor this prayer because I humbly ask. I want to see the gifts of the Holy Spirit flowing in great manifestation. I want to see healing come, dreams be answered in the moment, your Words blessings others in ways they never ever dreamed would take place until that very moment. That place of incredible, yes, inexpressible joy that removes every prior hindrance and that carries you until meeting again, perpetual love and joy. It’s that heaven on earth, occupying in great love while attending to your will. Surely, surely you hear and will attend to my prayer. There is a dry, thirsty and weary land that you have taught that in repentance there is a great flow of rivers of living water that heals. It’s in the moment, in the heart of man, of your Spirit, at the altar. I have found the wisdom of your great and most very precious Words of life and they indeed are sweetness to my lips. I can scarcely wait to share your most holy love with them.”

I promise to give you all the glory for you have given healing waters and I bow before your heavenly throne Heavenly Father in most humble adoration asking the only one that can make this prayer reality for those you love with all of your heart and all of your heart given to me.

Glory To His Name

I believe by way of the Holy Spirit am scheduled to encourage your hearts toward a greater belief; a greater faith. I have received. I do receive and I will continue to receive. No other gets that which they seek. Oh yes, I need something from Him. He knows our needs but longs to hear us reach for Him; the kind of sweetness that yearns to bless. Men of God I have heard many times say that it is a kind of brokeness that longs to give...the heart of God. God loves the contrite and humble spirit of man!

I have incredible financial needs so I ask of Him.
I am in need of great miracles in ministry so I ask Him.
I am searching for my beloved one to love here on this earth for all of my days, so I ask Him.
I am in need of divine redemption of oh so many things lost...first of which is much time redeemed in the loss my home, loss of vehicle, belongings replaced, my children no longer being in my care, justice to come to situations that do not and have never served to bless, ministry, full on ministry...so I ask Him for these.

Do you want something you have never had? Indeed. I want another that will love me like the Word of God teaches to love one another and to give this same love to whose hearts melt with the great love of God in fulfilling one anothers goals. Whomever you are, you do not have ahold of the exact same message I have been given...I gained through the Spirit of what was spoken, not of man, though highly and forever eternally grateful. I want to prosper financially: personally and towards corporate ministry. In these, I need His grace, His mercy, His great love, His great provision allowing vision to come to pass. I want to build incredible friendships in God. I want to see other friendships restored and repaired. I, above all other things, want to allow the Holy Spirit to flow to you in blessing you with your greatest hearts desire....for this is the will of God for my life. What is the will for yours? Without unity and fellowship neither will come to pass...BUT GOD!

Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. I long to bless you. All else aside from blessing you have for me is not a gift God wills for me to receive.

This Easter day and night seems the perfect time to share much of what God has given to me. You are so very loved that words can scarcely express in heavenly or earthly knowledge to grasp with greatest understanding. It seems my heart should best explain in written form that it may excite toward accomplishment those who read. For to see your countence light up with revelation is one of my sweetest desires to see.

Writing has been a tool of blessing, though it is exceedingly past time for what has been given amidst a very many years to be and do towards manifest healing and love toward many. I have submitted to man, to God and to men of God...having a true love at heart for the ministry of God. God has given to me over the years incredible understanding and vast wisdom that offer blessing that looks quite fearful the average because it was most always bigger than our simple humanity. I have come to realize when God wants to do something huge, you just better believe Him because He will bring a fresh wind to make all things good no matter what. This is His precious grace. This wisdom given has wrongfully feared leaders and growth has been stolen from those whom I have prayed for so very often with many shed tears of love I have held for them...not merely my dreams. God will always start with your heart for others to cultivate your own dreams. So, here we go!

Keeping a contrite heart of love for others doesn't mean to be quiet and never do great things for God. Quite contrary it means to know and believe when something great is offered to you that God has blessed you with His ability the mighty hand of God is upon you and all that is pursued. In this...you cannot get me to disbelieve. I have people to encourage, to love, to bless, to counsel, to reach, to speak to with prophetic wisdom that is only given of heaven. Therefore, it is only by God that men and woman of God will hear and receive what I have been given to share.

God called me prepared years ago. Honor has told its story. Reception of honor will allow it to be and do that growth in the kingdom of God have its perfect work. Who needs help, has a vision, has a dream, needs to go further, needs love and fellowship in the midst of this life, needs actual and tangible goals accomplished, has things to be and to do and whose heart breaks at what they see and long to change it toward something better? ...and will reach out to go toward it? If you have none of these...you have surely answered these questions. Log off this blog. You certainly do not want me! Deceptions are unwelcomed to me and to those whom I love which are numbered as many.

Amidst my own servanthood in which men and woman of honesty would attest as real and true I was given dreams and goals as well. Laying all aside, I served with intense fervancy of love!!! Is there a blessing you are in need of amidst your own goals and my dreams and goals? This is the household of faith we are speaking of. Thoughtfully consider. Because I will gracefully and yet quite sharply, if necessary, remind you that God loves the household of faith! To say that you do what you do each day and do not hope for more and believe God for their fulfillment would be an atrocity. The deception of mistrust and distrust is foul and is only produced that none of the church become effective. Therefore I say to you amidst my walk I have a great vision but love abounds amidst. It is what the deepest part of our hearts are made of.

I have written to leaders with great needs requested regarding ministry, those whom claim anointing in areas of need of which I have no understanding of but come to them with ease, only willing to go where God said go...no answer. God have mercy on your understanding of what He was truly asking of you in the question. Deceptions toward the house of God are but rubble. It is exceedingly time for new insight and new gainful forethought that sees straight ahead on a lighted path and not being drawn away from the good things. This new year has become a level ground to begin afresh with growth of the things of the Spirit where true wisdom can be received.

Why oh why you might ask have you served in what I call blood, sweat and tears? I wanted you to see the worth of God that was given to me for you. I also want you too see Jesus lounging at the alter with the smile that could rock nations. I want to sing with you. I want you to intercede for others with me; to see the worth of a Pastors heart and get equally excited about honoring great men of God. I wanted you to not be afraid of great big projects that others have vision of that you do not. I wanted you to be spurred onto greater things in it however. I want you to see the miracles that have been wrought for you and are real and believeable as anything. I wanted you to see the impossible be possible...because all things are possible! Many years ago I taught a study about believing in God...and it rocked my whole world.....because it will rock yours.
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This morning I will to have the Word of God speak for itself in what I shall bring to you.

Exodus 23 speaks of justice. Wisdom of the law and a grace within it.

Exodus 23:25 promises to take sickness away and bless your bread and water.

Exodus 25 speaks of bringing an offering to the house of God to build according to what is given. The Word of God is timeless. Take a look at the outpouring of grace of the Macedonian church. There was more than enough for every need.

Deuteronomy 4:35-40...What promises are you being given?!

Nehemiah 8:1-12 gives us great encouragement toward the church. His heart was to get the people of God to rejoice in what was happening. The reading of the Word of God brings great emotion and repentence. Within these are often what looks like a misunderstanding of mourning in which there is a time for, however, in time of celebration this weeping turned to joy. And he said out of the fullness of the Word of God that you have been given, go and give to others because it is your great strength. It was a time of celebration for those who heard. Mock never again the spirit of laughter. I know this place and it is highly full of grace and love. These people got excited  and further the obeyed as they went. They were excited. They ate, drank and was merry. They rejoiced! They understood what they heard. Generosity was the fruit of this Word and it both manifested physically to the giving to others without but it also was a Word gained within the hearts of the people. They were full.

Proverbs 11:25 says...The generous soul will be made rich and he who waters will also be watered....and so the Word says in 3 John 2 "Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be in health, just as your soul prospers. Perpetual grace.

Proverbs 22:6 says...Train up a child in the way he should go and when he is old he will not depart from it.

Proverbs 22:9 says...He who has a generous eye will be blessed for he gives of his bread to the poor.

Psalm 71:8 says...Let my mouth be filled with Your praise and with Your glory all the day....for I shall give glory to his name!

He didn’t give to condemn but to bless. Read Romans 8:1. It’s the only way to believe and be fruitful.

Why now the vision? …Because it has been always and in all ways. God gave me much of this in a matter of hours in July 2012 and there is much work to be done! But how? But God! By the grace of the Almighty God in whom has promised me a future after all that I have endured in pouring out everything I have to many. I have nothing. In fact just after this vision that was being lent to me in a great measure of time I lost everything I had. My home, my vehicle, my family. Why because God loves you. Because God loves me. Because God loves my family. Because of vast unbelief that shall be turned belief. Because miracles are all about my great God. Because His love spurs one another on toward love and good deeds. Because He wants to do the miraculous from a people that have grown weary. I know Him. I tried to lend the vision to others whom have not believed. I only pray that God turn this around for His good and bless it and prosper it in ways that only He can.

It was in lights I saw the words “Glory To His Name”. This shall be the name of this mega church with the feel of a cozy home with the richest spirit of love anyone has ever surely felt of God’s great love. And so I write today the vision which has been given to me to manifest into a ministry of giftedness to many. There is no other way for it to come to pass. You are needed. Your gifts. Your love. Your devotion. Your blessing. Your giving. Your belief.

The greatest secret of God’s heart is held and was given me bringing me to a place of intense need to show you, to tell you, to teach you, to worship and sing of His great joy that you know and believe that in that moment the wind of the Holy Spirit flowed to me and within me it said this…for the earnest expectation of the creation eagerly waits for the revealing of the sons of God. For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of Him who subjected it in hope; because the creation itself also will be delivered from the bondage of corruption in the glorious liberty of the children of God God. Romans 8: 19-21 There is something greater to have and it is life!

The Building: Large white lettering on the building in lights. Dome like, three floors, largest dimensions on the second floor which only houses the Sanctuary, the other two slightly smaller. The first and third levels contain offices and meeting rooms of all kinds. There are no escalators. All of the choir and worship rooms for adults and children, as well as media rooms are just behind the platform either from the first or third floor. There is a 24 hour on-site prayer team with security at all times. There is an enormous tree in main entrance with a large playground at the base of the tree. There is a stairwell that runs through the middle of it for climbing up the middle of it and slides coming down on three sides in small, medium and large sized, designed for children of every age. Benches for resting are located at the bottom with a fountain and pool near. Life size animal figures/sculptures are there to play on all around the tree’s area. This is a play place for all as well as a fellowship area. There is a large directory on the opposite side of the foyer with clearly marked entrances, elevators, stairwells and department heads for each area listed here. There are verses stenciled above every doorway in the church.

Sanctuary: In white lettering or lights that is equally proportioned around the middle of the Sanctuary are the words of the verse in Revelations 4:4, “Around the throne were twenty-four thrones, and on the thrones I saw twenty-four elders sitting, clothed in white robes and they had crowns of gold on their heads.” The platform is large, though the alter area is double the size because of its great use. There is a life size sculpture of Jesus lounging on the steps…just like the vision, with a small child at his feet with a bowl of water, looking out the window toward His right. This sits in front of the pulpit, just beneath it on the steps. All seating is always open every service. There is no part closed. Access into the Sanctuary from steps from first and third floor and from elevators where there are four entrances from each floor. Entry hallway surrounding sanctuary will be stenciled with scripture in different versions all over the walls. Artists will stencil or hand paint with excellent handwriting (not fearing heights) There are four large entrances into the sanctuary. Always a countdown screen timing until next service start date only to be interrupted by use of the Sanctuary aside from Sunday services. There are no cellphones on in the Sanctuary upon entrance and absolutely no clocks in the sanctuary mounted on the walls at all ever! I will never budge on this for any reason.

The Structure: There will be three persons specific to work side by side in scheduling the entire church and every single function that takes place within the church and always two with one who is learning the position. These will handle open and closing times and all in between, from meetings to people on staff and will be the receivers of all proposals from every area of the church of what is needed to be added, specific requests to be addressed to serve the needs of God’s children in a greater manner. They will also oversee all departmental scheduling. This wills to be a very supernatural job therefore it will not be titled human resources. Highly articulate and full of the spirit are these that oversee this area.

Monthly vision casting meeting based on Revelation 22:2b (monthly fruit) Department heads and every employee head (referring to the mentor model to be discussed)

Two CEO type people on staffs that are uniquely gifted in MANY areas and have large vision and one of unity. Will work closely in a group of 3. The mentor model will work like a finger system always connected. Three will oversee the ministry. These three will oversee 3 other large arenas of the ministry. That one area that one of those three has oversight of will mentor another three areas of ministry, where each of those leaders will mentor three areas of the ministry. What looks like more will be balanced responsibilities. This is how areas of care regarding giftedness will be overseen. Will always report to three others that oversee your area of ministry in having someone to give account.

15 traffic guards in parking lot to direct in most appropriate door with a readied map and marker to tell them the exact way in and what door they are looking for regarding their business complete with personal cellphone number in case of needed further direction. Must give name to traffic guard and phone number. This is written on a card for visitor in person. Conjovial, happy and loving direction will be give from these.

2 people are specific tour guides and whose only position is this. They will know everything regarding explanation of the ministry in order to share with others.

There is a 7 day a week full calendar. Doors are never to be closed, just service toward others.

Time countdown until next service always running but when worship begins it goes until Holy Spirit closes it.

Worship can last an hour, 3 hours or 3 days! You decide. There is NO exaggeration when I say this. This church is being built.

There will be no ‘completely’ set order of worship weekly however service will begin with communion and end in worship.

There will be a very strong 5 fold ministry in this ministry who will bring their unique gifts to use. Every gift of these will be utilized every service no matter what for a whole vision of what God is calling for His church. This is a spiritual position. These will use their gifts in other areas of the church to mentor others to mentor gifts in others. The anointing will align it all!

Sunday morning prayer- All pastors and worship teams (as adult worship team meeting convenes) along with entire 5 fold ministry will pray prior to service. Pastors are seated on the platform along with all heads for service.

There is to be a monitored security system for dual purpose. Every area will be monitored but also for own uses such as nursery area. For any reason should areas purposed of fellowship is not taking place in any and all areas of the church you can expect open public rebuke on Sunday morning. This is a church of life and to be used as God has given it to us and therefore an attitude of love and gratitude will steward its use. Fellowship and unity is a biblical mandate. Anywhere mentoring, love, invitation and good company is not happening there is a breakage in the household of faith- unacceptable!

Tenants of Faith shall be inscribed on a tall tablet at entry of the foyer with Deuteronomy 8:7-9 from the Living Bible. These are to include generosity, servant hood, worship, love, unity, prayer and healing.

There will be a Servants Lounge where between shifts or at anytime they may fellowship. This is only for servants of this ministry. This is a lavishly blessed place with couches, sky angel, restrooms, massage chairs, kitchen with chefs, soda fountains, snack bar offered by donation only. Servants here are to be treated very special and never overlooked or looked at as less.

Uniform colors for every person in the building are Dark Blue, White, Gold and Ivory. This is throughout the church. Wear whatever you want in whatever combination you want modestly, however stay with these colors.

Name Tags with picture identification are zapped for access at the security door and for 50% off of goods sold in every area of church to Minister/Associates.

Gift counseling is one week long training prerequisite to serving in any area of this ministry.

Worshipful spirit of joy inexpressible. No deceit and division. Not fake, but rather full of glory, positive attitudes, ill-tolerant of attitude of sickness without prayer, joy filled and loving toward others. Negativity not tolerated.

There will be an almost inner need ‘to honor’ taught, learned and displayed in this ministry and without exception it will be cultivated.

Areas of the Ministry:

Training Room- Matthew 6:33

Learning, Teaching, Facilitating, Mentoring, Bible Studies, Department Meetings, Community Meetings…though the sole purpose is monthly meetings specific to the church heads….from children’s leaders, youth pastors, counselors, healing ministry, missions, intercessors, travel, fitness, homeschool, stores and library.

Mandatory Fellowship Gathering to collectively give praises first, second; to share needs and third; to give constructive thoughts.

Notes always recorded for those in emergency situations and to have record of events.

Meal served first.

Final input is always in closing with 5 fold ministry.

Purpose is unity in love. Purposeful, worshipful and fun.

The Fountain (Prayer and Intercession Room)

Fountain in the center of the room

Always dimmed lighting

Ceiling made to look like glass, dark blue like the sky with stars shining through

A few comfortable chairs, a few chase lounges, bean bag chairs and a 3 to 4 steps up to a platform

Music always softly playing

The Healing Room

Church hospital

One- on- one counsel available

Team prayer

Place to come to get ministered to and get your miraculous healing

Rooms to stay in for meditation, set up as a small apartment

Provided to stay in atmosphere that healing is sought and gained and classes/teaching on how to keep your healing provided before you leave.

Counsel is tailored to the need

Decoration should be simple and pleasant and non-distracting

Travel Gracefully – Ephesians 2:8

Airplane; Vans equipped with church map location and on-site maps

For use of all others traveling amidst the church

Visiting Pastors (for their accommodations)

Traveling Evangelists; Special Speakers

Worship Teams/Bands/Singers (from out of town)

Multi-tasking position on many levels

Also accommodates missionary travel and on site accommodations for Missionaries and their families

Missions Hub – Joshua 4:16

Lectern in this area overlooking a teaching area

Room will be staffed with servants and wait staff

Set up with a 3 bedroom/ 2 bath apartment for each family (4 apartments in all)

This will be their resting place, temporary stay place and act as a layover until leaving on new missions. From a day to a few weeks.

Knowledge and study place where they are going on missions to (someone specific to research, be knowledgeable in discussion, counsel and have hands on information collected and gathered in a professional manner for travel and research purposes for the missionary and or family.

These “want for nothing” during their stay regardless of its length.

Every Tribe, Every Tongue – Philippians 4:13

Daily bible study held here for all and in needed language

3 most prominent languages for area (in beginning) for on-staff translators and teachers

Studies transcribed into print and kept for future need

Personal computers available for study use while here....but understood to never take the place of true fellowship.

The Babes Room/Nursing Room

Fully equipped, child proof, security system, upstairs with darkened glass as not to disturb children, cameras provide additional security

Equipped with every need a baby, toddler, small child or nursing mother
Restrooms, comfortable furniture, water provided for nursing mothers

Soft music playing

Noah’s Ark Animals with real / simulated fur and skin to feel

Stickers for rewards of behavior

Theme is the friend system to teach each other and be accountable to one another

Fruits and Goldfish provided to age appropriated children

The Play Yard

Ages 3-8, children’s 3rd birthday they are able to come here (party upon arrival)

Interactive fun playground equipment

Playground

Teeter Totters

Swings

Play Gym

Sponge flooring

Shoe Check in and out

Sock floor only

Stock socks for $1 each, Innovations rotates Associates in this Ministry

No food or drink

The Secret Garden

Ages 9-13, children may come here on their 9th birthday (party upon arrival)

Provides a playground, clubhouse, tree house, mazes, building toys and an animated secret garden with growing flowers and hidden keys for different areas in the garden

No food or drink

High School Alumni of Innovations rotates Associates in this ministry

Innovations

Ages 14-20, may come here on 14th birthday (party upon arrival)

Also for high school Alumni when visiting on breaks and the like

Bright red and black and white tile flooring

Lounge areas with couches

Pool Table

Air Hockey

Innovative Pastoral leadership always on the up and up

Big Screen TV with sky angel across the wall

High Spirited yet strong leader, one of direction

Exciting opportunities provided for fellowship and study

Challenging

Golden Years

Ages 50-100+ Years, party upon arrival

Place of fellowship and study

Only Children of this age allowed ; )

“Words of Life” Library – Genesis 2:7

50 copies of every translation of bible available in book format

Large table (long rectangular) in middle of large room

I-pads mounted to table with Strong’s and other study tools available

Set up like a desk for each

Literacy counselors to help anyone learn to read from the young to the incarcerated to the illiterate

The "Word of God" always available in audio format (Romans 10:17)

Faith Academy Alumni Room

Decorated in red, purple and blue

This room is devoted to our homeschool family and future portions of our family and other homeschool families of the church and community

Divided amongst 8 sections to accommodate this many families at once or in combination of

Large tables and chairs, reference books, atlases, dictionaries, computers, refrigerators with light snacks and drinks provided, couches, big fluffy pillows

To use to “do school” elsewhere now and again, for parents who have things to do within the church who need their children to be with them that also homeschool, for homeschool parents to study or plan school

No child care but a door man on staff as oversight for families

Used also as a community room for support group meetings or classes (adults and children)

Lemon heads and jolly ranchers stocked here for children, big and small

Small reference book library for public use

Run your Race Sports Arena

Length of 2/3 areas

Weekly and daily practices and games

Set for changing rotation

Volleyball

Racquetball

Floor hockey

Basketball

….then weekend games

Sign up for terms to play for approximately 6 weeks. 5 games and 1 weekend tournament (Friday/Saturday)

2 week break twice a year (Spring/Winter). New term begin

Fit for the King

…for those of us who are not already : )

Fitness room

Personal trainers and fitness planners

Study and counsel daily before workout (one verse and open discussion each day)

Tailored for results and personal needs

Scheduled workout times each day

Onsite childcare worker

This place emulates great encouragement

Each time you complete one week as you leave there are choices of spa services offered at no additional cost (30 minute massage from someone from healing room, beauty: hair do, facial, manicure or pedicure or sauna)

Use your choice by appointment (donations accepted)

Decorated in spa and counseling areas like a palace

The Giving Place

Servants here dress very nice for work

ATM (like machine) set up at door provided for giving (also one set up in entry foyer and parking lot locations)

Food pantry for food needs

Clothing pantry for newly tagged clothing (giving and needed are new only)

An outreach center

Above entrance reads….freely give, freely receive

Greeter with an intense love for people and to be read on the countenance of this one.

Specially selected servants here

Giving is to replenish food and clothing and to fund seasonal outreach 4 x’s yearly

Mentor system- to be brought in and introduced to servants at the Giving Place by another from the church and perhaps toured the entire church (if requested this can be scheduled if not happening at time of visit) If there is a need for food and clothing and someone knows no one from the church, they will be placed with someone as a mentor. This mentor is loving, compassionate and gives a blessing to the Giving Place on behalf of the one in need. This can be as small as a few coins or as large as you like. This is how the mentor system works to help others. Contact is kept periodically with those who had needs met.

Gifts Counseling – 1 Corinthians 12:7-11

Joyful, high spirited, soft music plays here always

Presents hanging from colorful ribbons provide decoration

Fine-detailed, honed-in on, free counseling lasting one week to explore all areas of giftedness, weekly and daily counsel one-on-one with cordial and best suited counsel or to meet your needs (assigned to one or group of people or team)

This counsel is a prerequisite to involvement in any way in any ministry in this church or to be part of faculty.

Particulars: no gift mixes left out, encouraged are the gifts, mentorship to use them, honing in on individual greatest gifts


My Beloved

Quarterly groups hold a gathering/social connection of some form of party for all singles and mentors

Marriage ministry

Free copy of “My Beloved” once put into print to all who are counseled here

Offering marriage counsel for relationships regarding issues of abuse, emotional, sexual and mental abuses within relationships

Extended counsel to family of couples following good health in marriage counsel coming to a close

Group studies in the Word of God

Group Social gatherings (meal out as a group or outing)

Lots of role-play! Gets things accomplish in relationships.

Utilize giftedness within groups and encourage in sessions

Begins with goal of love

Counsel 1-2 x’s per week

Brides and Grooms

Wedding dresses and tuxes are décor for walls

Bright, lively, great personality with great organizational talent

3 people on staff as full wedding planners

7 large screen computers with ability for a few to sit around it for planning purposes with interactive wedding planning software

Contracts cut with major wedding chains to bring in material for clients to try on and to see in person; our focus is the ministry of marriage

Some services on site some sub contracted services

Seeking My Better ½

Singles

Coordinator to work along side those from “My Beloved” and “Fit for the King” to put together exciting events (in-house) and create venues of socializing with others.

Thought provoking materials used for discussion groups designed to inspire discussion and used as a tool of growth

Person who heads this is highly encouraging, high spirited and has no personal agenda

High Praises – Psalm 100:4

Worship room

Sleeping quarters for out of town guests, bands, and singers and or their families (large apartment like 3 bedroom/3 bath)

Excellent sound, mics, pa system guitars, bass, drums, instruments as backup that they do not have to et up twice if they do not wish to in order to practice

Servants trained in what to do and what not to do in helping worship teams visiting including mannerisms, care of instruments and also in sound

From Heaviness to Happiness Counseling Center

Burdens left here

Leave light and happier

Offering grief counseling of every kind

The most compassionate and sympathetic and discerning of the ministry can be found here

Garden of God Art Gallery – Revelations 2:7

Music box with changing music

Separate play room for kids with sky and stars and outdoor sounds of frogs, bugs and the like

Sold here are replicas of prints of original paintings sold on consignment of requested painting and then approved by staff

1st book in print for sale here

Art classes offered by painters

Counsel groups to encourage vision

Music always playing here

Tree of Life

Large 20 foot tree in center of room with ornaments hanging on it. Playground for children at the bottom of tree with sitting area…small version of tree at church entrance located in the foyer

This is the main attraction to this shop.

Sold here are 3 foot, 5 foot and 7 foot replicas of this tree with ornaments to purchase.

Suggested practical uses include: As a study piece, conversation piece as a family study, Easter or Christmas to purchase for use or as a gift, or as a monthly treat for family choosing a new ornament, a reward for children. Ornaments are typified of character of God replicated from our study. Sold here are items you would find in a typical store.

When a member of the church designs a new ornament and we find that it can be easily replicated or made we will use the design as an ornament that is added to available stock; named and dated by designer.

Oasis

Coffee house

Bar with stools to sit at

Pool Table

Air Hockey

3 levels (Quiet floor, Coffee/Food and Social Floor)

WIFI Available

Decorated with large fountain on 2nd floor overlooking a pool to toss change into (collect, monthly for missions), Palm trees (small and large...everywhere)

Lit by sunlight- glass windows (tall and high and lots of lighting)

Retrieving Center For Animals

Pet Shop

Adopts animals out (puppies, kittens and fish)

Puppies area is decorated in orange with bones

Kitten’s area is decorated in neon green with yarn

Fish area is decorated in aqua blue with water

Joy In His Presence – Acts 2:28

Apostle’s quarters

For those visiting the ministry overnight traveling and those who are on in-house teams of ministry

This training will include first meeting them and knowing their specific message to the people in order to know how to serve. Highly specific servants in this ministry.

Glorious

Prophet’s quarters

Both modern and ancient décor mix

Place for overnight visitors and speakers

Training specific in how to minister and serve here towards this ministry gift

Beautified area of prayer, adequate study place of both quiet, cordial and inspirational

Water brook music to be played over sound system

Salvation is Here

Evangelist quarters

Study place, overnight stay for traveling to visit ministry

Training in how to serve here in this particular ministry gift

Very simple and cordial décor, stocked with necessities of study

These visiting evangelists are asked to mentor those leaders in the healing room!

And You Shall Be Taught – Isaiah 54:13

Teacher’s quarters

Study place, overnight stay for those traveling visitors to this ministry

Training on how to serve this ministry gift in this area. Must be gentle and specific in demeanor

Servants to meet the specific needs of these visitors

Very orderly and elegant décor for this area

Shepherds of the Flock – Psalm 23:1-3

Pastor’s quarters

If outside pastor/teacher team visiting…they choose where they would like to stay (Pastoral quarters or Teacher’s quarters)

Servants on staff to meet every need around the clock; held at a higher standard

Expected are greater needs in this area…(orders from oasis, prayer needs, dry cleaning, errands)

Meetings held here for community or in house pastoral staff

Comfortable, regal and lavish décor

Treated as royalty upon entering this ministry

These are to meet “honor” in a way they have not known at this point until upon entering this ministry because it has been and wills to be wrought to bring glory to His name.

Throneroom Worship

What a beautiful morning to see the heart of God that is for you...to see the love in His heart and to be ever so grateful for this day that He has made just for you. Open up your hearts and let the flow of His love touch your heart. Worship Him with everything that He gives you this day and never cease the gratitude of love for Him. It is your power of loving grace toward all that is purposed of love to receive and to be and to do. The grace of God is fervant. See it. Hear it. Feel it. Know it. Let it touch you as you worship Him this morning. And purpose inside to remember His great and empowering love to never forget what has been done for you after this day. Take your salvation wrought for you. Believe it. Receive it. Learn Him. Be about Him. See what miracles are available to you and take them for what they are. Believe in the impossible that is made possible in Him. Let the light of His great and merciful wonder have you and let His presence overtake you in His sweetness.

There is no greater morning to believe in the story of old that manifests in the new in the heart of people. Grab hands with one next to you and love one another like you have never loved from a love that you may have never known until this morning as a new light shines in your heart. There is so very much to do and the empowering comes not of ourselves but from the belief in Him.

Do you believe in Him? Receive Him.

Do you need something from Him? Ask Him.

Do you want something you have never had? It is in Him.

Let the morning star rise in your heart this day and find the "all things possible" in the throneroom as you worship!

Happy Easter!

Posted this morning 10:29am

Victorious Joy

After these things...victorious joy! I was in the Spirit; in prayer. I had not asked for vision. I saw the train of His robe high up and swirled around. Being reminded of this time so very long ago, yet in the moment wanting to know the meaning. A many years ago vision given. God has taken me to heavenly places that brings finite understanding to perpetual victory and joy and what it means to get there. There's a reality of inexpressible love in the heavenly places. Vision given, vision to manifest. It was always for you for this is the scripture that rests within.

What will you do when you see His face? Will you bow? Will you dance? Will you shout? Will you fall at His feet? His love is so very amazing that words escape me my explanation. He wants you to have your hearts desire here and now. He wants you to know who He is now. He wants your gifts to manifest in the  present. He wants your vision to be that which you have waited for.

He has said that He has everlasting kindness and mercy toward me (Isaiah 54:8) He has said a foundation shall be laid and all of my children shall be taught of the Lord. (Isaiah 54:13) He has said that no weapon formed against me  shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). Just after this He showed me the abundance (Isaiah 55:1-2)for me and for you, under which all powers of disunity and poverty and injustice shall be no longer belong because the power of His love is exceedingly full and rich. There is nothing unattainable in this kind of love; no need unmet. Rather an attempted theft of my song, my worship, my explanation, my teach, my God given ability, my fellowship, my leadership, my home, my children, my vision given to me for you...but God!

In the flesh, in our mindfulness, in our weakness we do not attain; we know not how. God has dreams to be reality or He would not give them to us. If you do not see in the Spirit, you cannot give of the Spirit. Having less of the anwers in the flesh but possessing all things with the Spirit of God dreams become reality.

It was in lights that I seen it "Glory To His Name" and this I knew well was not merely the giving of glory to His name but was in manifestation of what it actually means. The enemy wanted to capitalize on all that I did not have in the way of abundance because I was not in the place to show you what that meant, wanting to prove me inadequate, without understanding, poverty stricken, unable. But His ways are higher! (Isaiah 55:8-9) Miracles matter to God. What is on paper must leap from the pages into a fuller knowledge. God demeans no one on the journey, but rather stops to grab hands and love another and with great joy of heart.

There is salvation to be had...the greatest of all miracles! There are healings to be! There are places and people to see! There are gifts to be given with Spirit-filled words that are followed by real life mentorship. There is blessings of abundance to given and received and for good purpose. There are unity of believers coming together in the gain of new and fresh new revelation...the old flowing toward the the heart with a flood of the river of the Spirit of God. There is an ascertained envy, pain, religiosity to be stopped boldly and blown on with fresh insight that breaks it away forever to never return to the heavenly places. The tainting of the most precious to cease, the people hear the reality of God's heart. There are words to touch hearts with newness.

Gone! I prophesy are the days where we look on the church house with hurting hearts because it is not what we see the scriptures to be in all fullness. The reality of God's Spirit to touch hearts and it manifest prayers and love and His true healing. A joining of hands that receive no less than healing, where sickness and disease hold no presidence.

There are people needed, leaders needed, helpers needed, worshipers needed, teachers needed, pastors needed, evangelists needed, intercessors needed, builders needed, missions needed, prophets needed, apostles needed....Simply this...vision given to give and to bless. God had a dream. He humbled me. I received Him and His dream and vision. I fought to give it. Oh yes, it was in what has felt like blood, sweat and tears. It was against ill spoken words and forked tongues. It was those who couldnt see the path, who neither wanted my help or my leadership of which is together. It was found under intense intercession and great love given unto me and given to bless others with. In my heart it has grown from 'where two or more are gathered' to a greater understanding that from where that 'two or more are gathered' shall be a grandiose ministry.

I have leaders to fellowship with, people's lives to speak into, lives to encourage, business to conduct, those to see to it they find their niche' in ministry for and in this life.It is for me to undo the doing of the immobilization of the church....the removal of loss. What is a hospital without healers? This is to flow forth in every area. There is an art of love to be learned lessening all that does not love the household of faith. It takes on a Spirit of worship first, last and always that supercedes all we do in our lives and yes, from the inside out. An outworking of all that is in the heart, taken in and operable in our worship filled lives. There are people, those with hearts for the Lord, that I am to see to it that have the dream that God gave them. Why? Because that is God's church to build, to grow, to love, to flow forth, to be and to do. I am to show how the mundane is to look like alive with the Spirit with great excitement to do the practical without every looking and seeming practical again. It is to allow the church to see the reality of one another but to realize it doesn't have to remain broken and out of place but to grow in the things of the Spirit and to walk into that which is seen. However long the enemy has wasted in detouring you and me from what is needed has been counted as soon to be turned into the intended blessing. It's time for blessing!

The intention of God's Spirit is being called to attention! Romans 8:14-21 After these things...victorious joy!

Posted 1:49pm

Hearts of Thanksgiving

Why do you fear the glory of God? The blessings? This is not for me but for me to give. Why did fear seize your very mind? No less...it is forgiven but you haven't what you want, wanted or are wanting and there is a turning necessary to the furnished blessing your heart so desires. A rainbow of blessing; not the destruction of a hurt heart that sent fear your way. Gird yourself my beloved- I am going to love you to a place you want still but your response must believe and must love and must know the gifts so lovingly offered on high and yet I so long to share!

Write the vision that it might run those who read it!...(not to make to run in fear)

Nulified is the wait as I wrote and retreival of all things lost to me and to the people. Healed! Healing. Health. Love. Life. Joy...on Earth as in Heaven. Occupied place of love in the heavenly places, thrust from the realms of love that could not and can not an will not come from any other place but God! Not a rejoicing that hates or mocks  your loved ones but loss to the realm of the enemy that so longs to harm all that is blessed before God!

I cannot leave the romance out of the vision. He loves you so much. So very, very much. Vision birthed out of the most grand magnificence of love. I cannot find or erect a word for the rendering of understanding of just how to lend explanation of how much- but this I know...it must begin in the manifest practicality because this is where the miracle of love takes place! The beginning of great blessing! How could you let weakness hold onto you or hold back what is for you? Don't worship the vision-come together to make it happen! Going to the place of need is met with blessing-all under the blood. Received or not?!

How precious is Your lovingkindness, O God! Therefore the children of men put their trust under the shadow of your wings. They are abundantly satisfied with the fullness of Your house, And You give them drink from the river of Your pleasures. For with You is the fountain of life; In Your light we see light. Oh, continue Your lovingkindness to those who know you, And Your righteousness to the upright in heart! Psalm 36:7-10 

The Election of Lover's of God

Today is Veteran's Day as we of gratitude of heart honor Veteran's of war. I will say once again, this is of those involved in not only physical battle but spiritual battle as well. The unseen battles of the Spirit are some of  most intense of all and unbelief of others renders counsel ineffective. If this is difficult to understand I challenge you to pray unceasingly for a Pastor and journal how your heart changes and seek what Honor truly means in the spiritual places. The Holy Spirit will honor your heart, prayers and feat in all you do and you will be blessed. I say  this here because spiritual responsibility has rendered truth in this arena. A veteran servant I am as many of you are and long to be. Service to others, servanthood, battles fought and battles won is the grand walk of one of these. Love is the cornerstone of the heart of this one. An attitude of graditude is indeed one that is cultivated, being found rendered competent to do that which you have served for.

The election is over politically but the election of the lovers of God has scarcely began. Having been both in the trenches and nearly overtaken with excessive and inexpressible joy God calls me prepared. Prepared to love the church like I have been reared up to love from the pages of the Word.  I tell you the love is so intense I truly don't know why or what could have thought it possible that God could be held back from the rich love so desired to be poured forth. He says this to us all...You who are a hinderance and not a help shall be no longer according to the Word of God.

Isaiah 41:10-13 Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand. Behold, all those who were incensed against you shall be as nothing, And those who strive with you shall perish. You shall seek them and not find them. Those who contend against you shall be as nothing. For I, the Lord your God, will hold your right hand, saying to you, Fear not, I will help you.

You veterans will find yourself singing prose, no pun intended....singing pros! Because those who are evidential of the greatest gifts of love in the church are found worshipers in all certainty. Spirit and in truth! These are those that know how to love and are givers. It is love that flows upward. I am reminded of walking up to the top of the landing on the steps of a stairwell, sitting next to Jesus praying through until such estatic joy. This is when you know the healing has taken  place. Division, loss, harming the spirit of a child is not the heart of a veteran. I commend those who are. I caution those who are not. God sees the attitude of the heart. Yes, be thankful!

I was reminded today of days of President Reagan. Regal honor, rightly and righteously poured forth to love others from what looked like a pulpit I saw in my  church once. My point; bring back America to a place of glorious repentance and refreshing (Acts 3:19). When things look bleak and fiercely oppressed of the enemy ...the Holy Spirit is about to pour out a blessing to not be contained. There is a meeting on your knees that causes this righteous flood so to speak...of the spirit (not the weather). We have to gather round  about, grab hands, pray through to the blessing. True veterans know who to fight for and who to hang onto.  It is the household of faith. Amidst the battle, the church grows.

One day sooner than not, I call forth a divinely appointed time of fellowship that is going to wreck (in a good way) the church unto great blessing...those things that we have merely waited for, prayed in, stood up for and desired. There won't be a Jezebel spirit present because the blessing of God cannot be in the same place as this sort of thing. It is not planned gift giving. It simply happens.  Those things spoken against you and against me had a short lived lifespan. God speaks good things to those He loves and the veterans know that the election is of the lovers of God....those that know love.

Glory of God

Romans 3:23 says, “For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.” The very first verse I ever recall memorizing was this and later at some point I decided that with all for my heart I would always give Him all the glory for being my God and King and still later it became a magnified grateful heart. One called it an enlarged heart. It is as if in every struggle God arises within me and gives me the patient love amidst the strongest of troubling times. The only reason for troubling times is lack of belief in the belief in what God has already done for you. He has already cast forth sins committed. This is why it is finished. Left with no excuse. This is the bottom line of the forgiveness of the cross, the most foundational belief. That is the one drop that healed it all. Faith is not awaiting to believe. Faith actively believes. When you truly believe the middle wall of separation has been torn down and you begin actively using your salvation, speaking your salvation, desiring to do something intentional to bring glory to God with it.


Romans 8:26 says that He demonstrates in the present time His righteousness, that He might be just and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus.

Let me tell you about my faith should it be difficult to know the depths of me or what or how the Spirit of God speaks through me. It is readied knowledge of misunderstanding. This is a demonstration in this present time of His righteousness that God is just and that He is and shall continue to be the justifier in me because of faith in Jesus and because this is where the great love began....likely sometime before I was but a few years old and memorizing that in my heart that verse that said, “Give Glory To God”.

I have not chosen to give glory to God to boast, oh but I will boast in God all day long! I have not exchanged the truth for a lie. I have not picked this verse and decided it best that I be something that I am not. I am fully aware, believe and received and daily receiving His great love.

Romans 10:17 says that faith comes by hearing the Word of God. Talk about it aloud, speak about when you lie down and when you are awake. Another place says to write it on the wall of your house. Write it on the tablets of your heart and talk about them with your children. Let the Word of God have you fully. This is free sustenance to your spirit!

Romans 10:9-10 says to confess with your mouth from your believing heart that God raised Him from the dead and you will be saved. This means you are forgiven of everything as you have confessed with your mouth that you believe and are forgiven.

I want you to read, study, meditate and drink in the scriptures from Romans, chapter 3-10…all 7 chapters. Read them over and over and over again. They say much about His covering, how His sacrifice was sufficient, belief, new life, hearing, righteousness, motives, freedom and liberty.

I have went from negative to positive, ungrateful to gratitude. I have went from taught to teaching. I have went from silenced to shouting. I have went from fearful to fearless. I have went from childish to childlike. I have went from pretending to realness. I have went from singing to worshiping. I have went from a simplistic love to extravagant love. These are the used-to-be’s to the present are’s in my life. These are’s in my life need manifestation in using the positive attitude, gratefulness, teaching, excitement, childlike faith with a heart of a real worshiper having excessive love for people.

From years of memorizing a verse to writing many and on the walls to pouring with a whole heart  prayer and study of the Word of God and doing my best to be what God says to be and do, I have been fought in every way.

I have been graced and therefore long to and with great love to extend the grace of God in understanding of a place of the Heavenly realm that I know will bless your heart. This night I know and realize with untold certainty that it wills to bless your heart by its hearing (because faith comes by hearing...so read aloud for now, because I know that I know that it will not always be behind a computer screen!) and because it is of dear importance of God or I would not have been prompted to write in form of a book so very long ago. The fullness of God is a blessing and longs to bring blessing.

If all have sinned falling short of the glory to God, we should see in this a few things. One, this is an acknowledgment of all. Two, this should bring upon us humility in desiring to be all we can be for Him and Three, a continual longing to give glory to God.

I have been shoved down, pushed, shut off, shut up, thrown out, pointed out, spoke against. Why?…Because the enemy does not want me to give God the glory for anything. This is not because I have not forgiven man for many evils committed against, some directly to me, but rather it seems it takes away from the true issue that this is what I am scheduled to be and do. It shortens the enemies’ timeline of success in my life. Moreover, it is what God says in and through me and the enemy has been given no power.

I have not been scheduled to wait for hell to make decisions to bless dearly loved people but for belief’s sake for those perhaps who don’t believe this is what it has come to. Why? Because the enemy had to see if I was going to bow to hell’s ways to get what God already says is mine.

My portion in this life is that I be a very happily married Woman of God, an instrument of the Holy Spirit, a mighty worshiper, a teacher of both my children and adults that have been pained by many sorrows and want to break free from it, ministry in full, fulltime and all the time because that is my heart, to be very prosperous, not because I must be rich for we know we cannot take these with us, but because it is scripture that we be prosperous and giving and this is the full motive of my heart to bless and further the church. I am to be a giver of gifts of great encouragement in love of God. It is His Word, my call, words given for your blessing.

Now…here is what I have had to fight through because of other’s disbelief and not nearly as much my own in more recent time. I say this because I have believed. I have spoke and many have not answered, answered adversely or simply not been as the church of the Lord Jesus Christ and not answered at all. However unbelief happens and offenses come when there is a lack of belief. Why is this? Because your strength in God is weak in these times, as if your shield of faith is down in order that all the fiery darts of the wicked one are not caught. Once hit with unbelief, it does not serve as likened to cupids arrow, it serves to destroy you with unbelief, disagreement, lack of love, lack of faith, lack of energy and in general unconcern for those of the household of faith. My words are to be full of encouragement though there are times you must know the strategies of the enemy that wants just behind your belief to keep you from it. Negativity, back biting, wrong doing, offenses, pain, great sorrows, unhappiness, strongholds of unworthiness, deceits, wickedness, most all of Galatians 5:19-20…adultery, fornication, idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outburst of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies….seeing many of these turn to outright stiff-necked rebellion that seeks the people of God to have gain of nothing…and most of all while I was walking in the depths of the Spirit of God. These things coming against are as a religious spirit likened to the days of teaching of purgatory where you will just never get there kind of teaching…lies that are equivalent to hell itself. It seeks to destroy your faith, it drags your faith in the faith message you know and perhaps are all about. It wants you to go no further, but rather have you seek after them. A root of religion with a deep thorn, not a thorn in the flesh that simply holds back, a thorn that wants blood that ensures your death and that you go no further. It plays in idiocracies and cares not for your life and will do anything that you not love further. It sides with hell itself, with murders and liars and spirits of, believing there will be more gain this way. Having been through so much I have much to offer. And most know this is truth and those who won’t know this are those in unbelief, having already been offended and are perhaps not lovers of others and lovers of the household of faith. The Word of God puts it best like this in 1 Timothy 4:1-5. Let these verses change your heart into one of even greater Thanksgiving.

I have five very precious children and a son-in-law. I have either been unable to find income to meet the needs of my family, which include being able to visit with them, have believed in faith that something was on the way or have sacrificially used what little I had to do what I could when the internet was of no assistance to me with its falsified ads and additives. I have been unable to travel many hours to see my family for over a few years now. I have had lies try my family members toward deceits, deceptions, lies and torments to the point of open and bold faced lies that were found so ridiculous that they are barely believable. There have been ever so slight lies and twisted tales that have weaved their webs of a constant legion of lies stemming from a spiritual legion of liars being made up of hosts of wickedness. Not only can I readily discern these, I command them to go in Jesus Name. There has been attack verbally, physically and spiritually that I have been talked into with vain advice that I should best just go with it because it was the right thing to do where society is concerned, but not for the good of the church, being openly mocked, scorned by family and hated by those I love most. I have been verbally abused in work place and in my home and at my dinner table. I have told much truth that was disdained from the beginning but rather than hearts grasping much needed support in the love of God I was treated as if I knew not that which I spoke. Moreover, as I walked in the power of the Holy Spirit, with openness I was told I did not know enough of the Word of God. Feeling so deeply sorrowful for these I pray for their hearts to see true love and reach out in faith to show it. My walk does something more!

I have asked advice as the scriptures state to be the multitude of counselors that there is safety amongst to never be answered, ignored amidst true and real need. I have sought further understanding in the way of confirming visions in my call and it was confirmed by others in the church in spirit and in truth to be shut off. I pray church’s leaders would pray, would repent and openly that great freedoms of love flow amidst their heart’s once again and miracles are abundant in these and in respect to all. There have been a multitude of direct and indirect attacks upon finances that I simply not go further. I have forgotten how long it has been that I have asked God to bless me with a happy marriage, a companion of like-mindedness with great respect for the ministry to love fully, for a home, an adequate home and vehicle. I have been conspired against, lied to, sided against, all while my enemies believe I do not see. God gave me vision that I see long ago, this is why I have been fought with sword to be able to use it. The real sword is the Word of God.

I have had riches placed before me in great magnitude just to see if I would take it and the missing ingredient was honor and true respect and then yes, I would gladly receive because should you so desire to call me to one who is like Jesus, I have somehow and in many ways felt many blows. You can fling my heart, mind, body, emotions all over the place and all over the internet but this serves the devils purpose and not the blessings that God so longs to distribute to you and for you to further you. This in its doing gives way to death that wants to own you. Like another once stated, I have prayed your faith not fail you. Had you truly known the love that God wants to shower you with through me, you would answer readily. I have done the work of a few men alone and often without any help at all in what most would call impossible situations, yet with open disdain unintentional from the church. It is not the same that I have been reared up in to serve one another in all ways of loving one another. Children are put on the back burner to money and the grasping of it or worse for it. I have given gifts yes, never responded to, as if they were never received, never honored...sent in the greatest measure of love! I have gone without so many needs, had I had no perspective of the Word of God aligned with truth I would have long ago thought I was suppose to be poor all of my life and rarely a met need. I have been spoken down to by lawyers and many in high reaching authority, which would cause me to question their place. Over a few years ago there was an accidental download accepted to my computer not knowing what it was, prompted me by way of control to type in a password and this being the only way I could often get to a desired website. Sickening control that has many names attached, for what purpose…to send forth a message of love? I think not. Always and continually not the way of God and always and forever giving the wrong idea. Giving glory to God is the furthest from its truth because this is not giving freely. Many have bit this lie and are confusing and longing for that which they have not. I have thought to have been weak willed and in need and served for a place that cannot be given, watched endlessly with a message of great protection that looked more like detection of decoding something that wanted to be found a lie but is truth. There have been God going before me to pave the way, but rather liars that sought my call through false love. I have been disdained for great love of messages God has spoken to me to love others with for the purpose of healing. I could go on to tell you that I lost my home on my birthday this year, purposed for certain, that I spent so long building, on the Word of God, with wrong foundational love, the kind that loves one another and does not seek destruction. I have now came to the town of my childhood home, to see further deceptions want me and my family. Placed in employment that was the furthest from my call, in fact very opposite, and am now losing our home today. We have no vehicle and no real home to go to. It has been made very and highly clear to me that the ministry I so desire to be amidst and for all that God has given to me to love with…that there is purposed of the enemy to thieve credibility from ministers of the gospel via the internet while the enemy claims against the truth to be something greater to seek after. The blessing you so desire is found prostrate before God praying for that which you know you already are or for the sin that so wants them and you. Humility speaks. I fear you did not see in the spirit that which was given unto me for you. It was never for your destruction. This is not God. A man recently said you cannot go physically where you have not first seen and been in the Spirit. I am authorized.

I plead the blood of Jesus over these ministries, these men or woman of God, over the truth that has been exchanged for a lie, over my family and the division the enemy openly aimed at our destruction, over my future companion, over our home and manifestation for a home, over a manifestation of a vehicle, over my need for legal counsel that is Godly of which I have never had and am in current need of….because I have sought help, called on many of the ministry and they have either not believed or have bought into the lie that I wanted to take away that which they had. I have received no honest response to my great and exceeding needs and this in much part gives glory to God in itself. The enemies’ game is sorrow and I and my family have had enough for ye all! The reason: I am to be blessing you daily in ministry. I plead the blood of Jesus over each hearer and reader of this Word, realizing that it carries a different flavor. Oh, yes indeed there is a still a garden of God. In fact this place I was brought back to so many years ago was healing and was the blessing that overtook me unto a furthered spiritual walk. I write to you the things in which you must hear to get into the depths of the places that God wants you to see, feel, sense and know how very deeply loved you really, really are. Your sins are washed. Give glory to God!

Honor & Integrity

…is not hiding behind others to pretend it wasn’t you, but can lend voice to the truth & bring about much justice.

…are righteous tears of honor for the Pastor’s Appreciation Day because your heart breaks for all they do and feel with a great urge to comfort them, and not because man has added a day to the calendar.

…is less than it can be in His presence when fellowship with the right people is taking place.

…is not secret manipulation at another’s expense.

…speaks often through the eyes of the countenance right from the heart.

…allows yourself to be submitted to and to submit to another and it is full of joy either way.

...is the teach that a parent has begged that you learn.

…is submitting one to another in the love of another in right conversation.

...is given often when least expected and creates supernatural blessing when received.

…is pouring out your heart in Worship in ways that give glory to God.

…sometimes look like Gods requests as an offering of Worship to Him.

…is knowing who your friends are and releasing those whom never were when no unity is made available.

…is bowing humbly before our God in reverent love for Him.

…is not letting the element of surprise take away your humility in the moment.

…washing the feet of another, realizing the same servant hood is required of you to be a part of God’s great blessings.

…is making yourself low before the lowliest to show the love of God.

…trusts people fully, without preconceived notion of anything otherwise and forgives often when this is not always reality.

…makes relationships real and ceases from all acts of falsehood.

…doesn’t pretend to be someone they are not by hiding behind the letter of the law for fear of another or for selfish reason.

…is forward with their true feelings.

…acts as a leader no matter where you are at.

…keep a pliable and contrite heart before God.

…has the sweetest fragrance of blessing.

…find its way before kings and dignitaries.

…knows humility in bringing God’s Word before Him that He acquits you.

…gets the blessing of that which you seek.

…is a precursor to breaking the disease of unforgiveness.

…will not be the lost and dying art of the church.

…are these you become as you think, feel and speak and act on them.

…prostrates facedown for the church to know the love of God.

The Anointing...It Frees You!

I look and I see a spirit of disillusionment; deep sadness, lack in the depths of the heart, like something has passed and without retrieval, something without meaning any longer. The devil is liar! ...and the author of 'it's over'. The Father of liars! He is commanded to return all that belongs to you and to me. Return of great joy in the struggle!

Consider 1 Timothy 6:9-10 with an eye of wisdom as a beginning of such pain. Read with great understanding 2 Corinthians 2:3-11. The enemy of the household of faith wants nothing more to dissolution the people within until they themselves have no viable direction, his strategy, though not divine. Sorrow upon sorrow is the game of the enemy.

My own family has had these constant deceptions thrown at us and I shout with a roar of God…ENOUGH! With a heart of very great encouragement I have loved you. I have reached a place of 'past seeing the distruction come to me, my family and the church' with disbelief pressing in whispering 'its over, they really don't believe'. ENOUGH!!! If you need me to speak to you, to counsel with you, to meet a need for you, I will love you with the greatness of God given to me! But there comes a time when having reasoned to always learn and grow, knowing what it is like to be in submission to God that the enemy has no place at all, purposing to be a blessing to leaders, knowing what it is like to be a sevant to all, being one myself and further; to raise them up. But I am about to call out by name and with great authority, every devil and schedule their scatter that true unity can take on great love in the church house where my heart is and will always be in loving you. I and my family will be where God has us to be and with great effectiveness. He has shown me already and many times. God says "ENOUGH!!!!!!!"

You must be wise enough to pick your battles and realize some are not worth fighting and where the presence of the Lord is there is love, freedom and all at the expense of the enemies loss. Where love is not, God is not. Know your audience. Father God, forgive me when I have not moved on sooner from another who would never really let me love them, could not receive what I had to give, or openly chose to dishonor me and my family. Hanging on to a relationship of this nature for great length can be harmful to family; children and the church. God had intended a bles-sed lifetime. A relationship is mutual conversation, mutual goals, and mutual love.

Paul spoke many different testimonies to many different audiences, all true, but directed to what he knew they needed. Being in a place where I thought I would step over into heaven a time or two I have much to share with you. Divinely aligned honor to the Word of God and my heavenly Father is how I came to this place. There is a garden so sweet  and so filled of God that I nearly loose direction of how to explain it all. I want you to know God’s love with desperation in my heart. To share purposed of love and knowing how to best share with you without being in person is harder at this point in my life. My ministry should have long ago taken on far greater areas…though having been turned away on every side; I know God and He does not lie.

With this in mind, to look at love in a positive light and a negative light as it is my hearts greatest desire to encourage and to excite you further in the Word towards the belief I know works miracles. 1 Corinthians 13 and 14…Negative love is a desire that denotes jealousy and envy. This negativity rooted deeply is a dead root that gets no nourishment. It can easily be said it is not full of life. Sometimes the ill nourishment this root has taken in has been unable to grow and is diseased with manipulation, often looking like a well watered, well nourished tree. But on the inside it is without and is hurting and the pain has become more like fear and control and it roots are dark and lifeless. This is the kind of tree that wills no longer to accept help of a caregiver to water it or to bring it nourishment. Its roots are inwardly drawn.

Positive love is a love that burns with great desire to love more. It is intense and eager and it doesn’t die out. It is a love that wants to see others blessed. Its position next to other trees causes nourishment to surrounding soil. This is a vibrant, healthy tree with roots that go deep and pulls continual nourishment. It can always take on more life because it is that kind of tree. Its leaves are strong and provide shade when needed and drinks deeply when the rain comes.

The anointing that spoke in days, hours, weeks of constant and continual prayer, study and  fasting is now calling out for a return and newness within it….a measure not worth letting go of but in depth. Could you have the presence of God around and on you and not be changed for the better by it?

The love of God does not hate, manipulate, deceive, and judge you in condemnation or steal from you, hoard power and placement, cause to be without, to not go further, and walk on you or your family.

It is most abundant and always a seeker of your best. The love of the anointing is a giver of life, a tree of life, a water fountain of joy; and one of life bubbling up on the inside, a restorer of returned joy, sweetness bestowed, and gifts given. Its love is profound and brings you renewal. It continual, shares growth and breaks every yoke with no fear. It’s the love of God. The love of the anointing….it frees you!

Posted 11:44 July 31, 2012

Set Free

I thank you Heavenly Father for what you are doing in the life of the family of the church, my immediate family as well as the family of the church (blood relatives & made of His blood). This is that which I have prayed...unity of the Spirit.

Vision – A hole opens as a portal in the spirit above the church house. Rather than a blessing falling on those just below the opening, it traveled throughout the room. It was very directed and suggested it searched out the church and its people with great love, purposefully. I heard, “All leaders please stand!” These are those all over the room but directed of the leaders and those who stand who are going to grow into a leader. Up! Up! On your feet! Walk it out! This is where the anointing originated.

Oh how some thought it false; trying to find reason. Christ be deeply rooted within is the reason. The Word works and believing works! I have not been scheduled by God to wait until hell itself freezes to use what is already mine because someone else either didn’t see it , didn’t believe it, didn't trust or didn't feel adequate. Always knowing to encourage and worship and to gift others with what was given. Time to walk in. 
The Word, then spoken makes way for the Spirit to flow. The Spirit quenched is nothing short of control. See the 5th chapter of 1 Thessalonians for ways to keep this from happening that the church be furthered. Doubts and fears control outpouring.

Those the anointing touched first in the vision are those first responsible for the call to love many those having a great call but with unbound freedom to feed the spiritually hungry. The anointing or the anointed is not purposed to kill. That is the letter! The walk of the spirit is to push into freedom to where you are to be. I knew God was taking me somewhere and I told you ahead of time and I told you through the anointing He wants you to go further as well. The love of God is blessed this way.

God showed forth in a vision to turn the knob for a divinely purposed turn around. Let it go- enough for everyone! The vision is too grand to sit still, to be unused, unheard of, untold.

God once showed me many years ago, though very useful now, of a vision of two smoke screens that came down amidst the sanctuary! There on one side was a house, car, money and the like. On the other screen was the Word of God, the Holy Spirit, the Cross; religious symbolisms. When divinely understood in light of the totality of the scriptures tells us there is abundance amidst God! But He comes first in your heart. Matthew 6:33. Up on the high mount the devil is trying to give Jesus an ultimatum. And He quickly refutes it with the Word of God, letting the enemy know in not so many words that it is not his to give.

One drop of the blood that dripped off the cross contained enough healing anointing to touch each of us in whatever is needed. Access granted!

Those in freedom release more freedom that no other be restricted in one another’s gift. This is the flow of the anointing. Time to let go and let God!

My spiritual enemies that would have liked rather to sell me off have had zero blessing in the doing. Did you see and do nothing? God is bigger than love being held down or held back. I want to love you with everything deposited within my spirit to do so. To the one who says, there simply is not room, know not the scriptures. Time is of the essence.

Consider this…To segregate means to separate, to isolate, to require by force by separations of things or personally. Segregated means practicing racial, ethnic discrimination by maintaining separate facilities. A sectarian is narrowly confined by sects, limited interests or purposes, a bigoted or narrow-minded person. Oh, can I just tell you that this kind of sectarianism makes the heart of God hurt and inadvertently angers Him greatly. This is not often something we try to do, but by not acknowledging what God is doing or saying it happens. There should not be envy, strife and divisions among the church. We are told to turn toward unity.

Will you now receive me?! Be set free!

Posted July 29, 2012 11:49pm

Let Freedom Ring

The fireworks tonight were the best I’ve ever seen since I was a small child… since sitting on the hill overlooking the field watching the sky light up, family reunions, playing horse shoes, lighting sparklers and playing in the woods. Those days were grand! This summer is hot and the enemy knows his time is short. In God, however, apart from those things that try us, there is a blessing in the air of the Spirit. I sense shifting taking place toward momentum and something monumental. True blessing. Do not let the short lived celebration of the few moments of fun watching fireworks leave you dissolutioned that they are over. God's celebration in not the same....far and exceedingly greater than that which we can think or imagine (I hear the song: I Can Only Imagine) and is a producer of continual blessing.   


Romans 8:20-22 says in the Message…That's why I don't think there's any comparison between the present hard times and the coming good times. The created world itself can hardly wait for what's coming next. Everything in creation is being more or less held back. God reins it in until both creation and all the creatures are ready and can be released at the same moment into the glorious times ahead. Meanwhile, the joyful anticipation deepens.


Freedom makes the call…the call of strength and fervent love! Freedom loves like there’s nothing else to do. Big hugs to you! ....because, you know there isn’t anything better to do! Don’t be misunderstood or misunderstand. Freedom hasn’t been free. There’s been a price and those seeking to edify the church in love know it.


Colossians 1:13-15 says, “For he has rescued us from the kingdom of darkness and transferred us into the Kingdom of his dear Son, who purchased our freedom and forgave our sins.”


These are the met need of another. When hell attacks the church stands for none of it. Who and what are you apart of?


2 Corinthians 3:17 says, “Now the Lord is the Spirit; and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.”


There is upset in the kingdom when unity lacks. Go into the river, the river upon the entrance of intercession. Open the door of love and be flooded with the light of love. You have rightly seen. Be graced in the anointing and of sweet fellowship. God wants to speak to you and wants your attention that you know how dearly loved you really are!!! It’s easy. There is promise in the message. Go into the river, the river of love, where freedom reigns! Let freedom ring!

July 7, 2012

Turn It All Around