Glory of God

Romans 3:23 says, “For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.” The very first verse I ever recall memorizing was this and later at some point I decided that with all for my heart I would always give Him all the glory for being my God and King and still later it became a magnified grateful heart. One called it an enlarged heart. It is as if in every struggle God arises within me and gives me the patient love amidst the strongest of troubling times. The only reason for troubling times is lack of belief in the belief in what God has already done for you. He has already cast forth sins committed. This is why it is finished. Left with no excuse. This is the bottom line of the forgiveness of the cross, the most foundational belief. That is the one drop that healed it all. Faith is not awaiting to believe. Faith actively believes. When you truly believe the middle wall of separation has been torn down and you begin actively using your salvation, speaking your salvation, desiring to do something intentional to bring glory to God with it.


Romans 8:26 says that He demonstrates in the present time His righteousness, that He might be just and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus.

Let me tell you about my faith should it be difficult to know the depths of me or what or how the Spirit of God speaks through me. It is readied knowledge of misunderstanding. This is a demonstration in this present time of His righteousness that God is just and that He is and shall continue to be the justifier in me because of faith in Jesus and because this is where the great love began....likely sometime before I was but a few years old and memorizing that in my heart that verse that said, “Give Glory To God”.

I have not chosen to give glory to God to boast, oh but I will boast in God all day long! I have not exchanged the truth for a lie. I have not picked this verse and decided it best that I be something that I am not. I am fully aware, believe and received and daily receiving His great love.

Romans 10:17 says that faith comes by hearing the Word of God. Talk about it aloud, speak about when you lie down and when you are awake. Another place says to write it on the wall of your house. Write it on the tablets of your heart and talk about them with your children. Let the Word of God have you fully. This is free sustenance to your spirit!

Romans 10:9-10 says to confess with your mouth from your believing heart that God raised Him from the dead and you will be saved. This means you are forgiven of everything as you have confessed with your mouth that you believe and are forgiven.

I want you to read, study, meditate and drink in the scriptures from Romans, chapter 3-10…all 7 chapters. Read them over and over and over again. They say much about His covering, how His sacrifice was sufficient, belief, new life, hearing, righteousness, motives, freedom and liberty.

I have went from negative to positive, ungrateful to gratitude. I have went from taught to teaching. I have went from silenced to shouting. I have went from fearful to fearless. I have went from childish to childlike. I have went from pretending to realness. I have went from singing to worshiping. I have went from a simplistic love to extravagant love. These are the used-to-be’s to the present are’s in my life. These are’s in my life need manifestation in using the positive attitude, gratefulness, teaching, excitement, childlike faith with a heart of a real worshiper having excessive love for people.

From years of memorizing a verse to writing many and on the walls to pouring with a whole heart  prayer and study of the Word of God and doing my best to be what God says to be and do, I have been fought in every way.

I have been graced and therefore long to and with great love to extend the grace of God in understanding of a place of the Heavenly realm that I know will bless your heart. This night I know and realize with untold certainty that it wills to bless your heart by its hearing (because faith comes by hearing...so read aloud for now, because I know that I know that it will not always be behind a computer screen!) and because it is of dear importance of God or I would not have been prompted to write in form of a book so very long ago. The fullness of God is a blessing and longs to bring blessing.

If all have sinned falling short of the glory to God, we should see in this a few things. One, this is an acknowledgment of all. Two, this should bring upon us humility in desiring to be all we can be for Him and Three, a continual longing to give glory to God.

I have been shoved down, pushed, shut off, shut up, thrown out, pointed out, spoke against. Why?…Because the enemy does not want me to give God the glory for anything. This is not because I have not forgiven man for many evils committed against, some directly to me, but rather it seems it takes away from the true issue that this is what I am scheduled to be and do. It shortens the enemies’ timeline of success in my life. Moreover, it is what God says in and through me and the enemy has been given no power.

I have not been scheduled to wait for hell to make decisions to bless dearly loved people but for belief’s sake for those perhaps who don’t believe this is what it has come to. Why? Because the enemy had to see if I was going to bow to hell’s ways to get what God already says is mine.

My portion in this life is that I be a very happily married Woman of God, an instrument of the Holy Spirit, a mighty worshiper, a teacher of both my children and adults that have been pained by many sorrows and want to break free from it, ministry in full, fulltime and all the time because that is my heart, to be very prosperous, not because I must be rich for we know we cannot take these with us, but because it is scripture that we be prosperous and giving and this is the full motive of my heart to bless and further the church. I am to be a giver of gifts of great encouragement in love of God. It is His Word, my call, words given for your blessing.

Now…here is what I have had to fight through because of other’s disbelief and not nearly as much my own in more recent time. I say this because I have believed. I have spoke and many have not answered, answered adversely or simply not been as the church of the Lord Jesus Christ and not answered at all. However unbelief happens and offenses come when there is a lack of belief. Why is this? Because your strength in God is weak in these times, as if your shield of faith is down in order that all the fiery darts of the wicked one are not caught. Once hit with unbelief, it does not serve as likened to cupids arrow, it serves to destroy you with unbelief, disagreement, lack of love, lack of faith, lack of energy and in general unconcern for those of the household of faith. My words are to be full of encouragement though there are times you must know the strategies of the enemy that wants just behind your belief to keep you from it. Negativity, back biting, wrong doing, offenses, pain, great sorrows, unhappiness, strongholds of unworthiness, deceits, wickedness, most all of Galatians 5:19-20…adultery, fornication, idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outburst of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies….seeing many of these turn to outright stiff-necked rebellion that seeks the people of God to have gain of nothing…and most of all while I was walking in the depths of the Spirit of God. These things coming against are as a religious spirit likened to the days of teaching of purgatory where you will just never get there kind of teaching…lies that are equivalent to hell itself. It seeks to destroy your faith, it drags your faith in the faith message you know and perhaps are all about. It wants you to go no further, but rather have you seek after them. A root of religion with a deep thorn, not a thorn in the flesh that simply holds back, a thorn that wants blood that ensures your death and that you go no further. It plays in idiocracies and cares not for your life and will do anything that you not love further. It sides with hell itself, with murders and liars and spirits of, believing there will be more gain this way. Having been through so much I have much to offer. And most know this is truth and those who won’t know this are those in unbelief, having already been offended and are perhaps not lovers of others and lovers of the household of faith. The Word of God puts it best like this in 1 Timothy 4:1-5. Let these verses change your heart into one of even greater Thanksgiving.

I have five very precious children and a son-in-law. I have either been unable to find income to meet the needs of my family, which include being able to visit with them, have believed in faith that something was on the way or have sacrificially used what little I had to do what I could when the internet was of no assistance to me with its falsified ads and additives. I have been unable to travel many hours to see my family for over a few years now. I have had lies try my family members toward deceits, deceptions, lies and torments to the point of open and bold faced lies that were found so ridiculous that they are barely believable. There have been ever so slight lies and twisted tales that have weaved their webs of a constant legion of lies stemming from a spiritual legion of liars being made up of hosts of wickedness. Not only can I readily discern these, I command them to go in Jesus Name. There has been attack verbally, physically and spiritually that I have been talked into with vain advice that I should best just go with it because it was the right thing to do where society is concerned, but not for the good of the church, being openly mocked, scorned by family and hated by those I love most. I have been verbally abused in work place and in my home and at my dinner table. I have told much truth that was disdained from the beginning but rather than hearts grasping much needed support in the love of God I was treated as if I knew not that which I spoke. Moreover, as I walked in the power of the Holy Spirit, with openness I was told I did not know enough of the Word of God. Feeling so deeply sorrowful for these I pray for their hearts to see true love and reach out in faith to show it. My walk does something more!

I have asked advice as the scriptures state to be the multitude of counselors that there is safety amongst to never be answered, ignored amidst true and real need. I have sought further understanding in the way of confirming visions in my call and it was confirmed by others in the church in spirit and in truth to be shut off. I pray church’s leaders would pray, would repent and openly that great freedoms of love flow amidst their heart’s once again and miracles are abundant in these and in respect to all. There have been a multitude of direct and indirect attacks upon finances that I simply not go further. I have forgotten how long it has been that I have asked God to bless me with a happy marriage, a companion of like-mindedness with great respect for the ministry to love fully, for a home, an adequate home and vehicle. I have been conspired against, lied to, sided against, all while my enemies believe I do not see. God gave me vision that I see long ago, this is why I have been fought with sword to be able to use it. The real sword is the Word of God.

I have had riches placed before me in great magnitude just to see if I would take it and the missing ingredient was honor and true respect and then yes, I would gladly receive because should you so desire to call me to one who is like Jesus, I have somehow and in many ways felt many blows. You can fling my heart, mind, body, emotions all over the place and all over the internet but this serves the devils purpose and not the blessings that God so longs to distribute to you and for you to further you. This in its doing gives way to death that wants to own you. Like another once stated, I have prayed your faith not fail you. Had you truly known the love that God wants to shower you with through me, you would answer readily. I have done the work of a few men alone and often without any help at all in what most would call impossible situations, yet with open disdain unintentional from the church. It is not the same that I have been reared up in to serve one another in all ways of loving one another. Children are put on the back burner to money and the grasping of it or worse for it. I have given gifts yes, never responded to, as if they were never received, never honored...sent in the greatest measure of love! I have gone without so many needs, had I had no perspective of the Word of God aligned with truth I would have long ago thought I was suppose to be poor all of my life and rarely a met need. I have been spoken down to by lawyers and many in high reaching authority, which would cause me to question their place. Over a few years ago there was an accidental download accepted to my computer not knowing what it was, prompted me by way of control to type in a password and this being the only way I could often get to a desired website. Sickening control that has many names attached, for what purpose…to send forth a message of love? I think not. Always and continually not the way of God and always and forever giving the wrong idea. Giving glory to God is the furthest from its truth because this is not giving freely. Many have bit this lie and are confusing and longing for that which they have not. I have thought to have been weak willed and in need and served for a place that cannot be given, watched endlessly with a message of great protection that looked more like detection of decoding something that wanted to be found a lie but is truth. There have been God going before me to pave the way, but rather liars that sought my call through false love. I have been disdained for great love of messages God has spoken to me to love others with for the purpose of healing. I could go on to tell you that I lost my home on my birthday this year, purposed for certain, that I spent so long building, on the Word of God, with wrong foundational love, the kind that loves one another and does not seek destruction. I have now came to the town of my childhood home, to see further deceptions want me and my family. Placed in employment that was the furthest from my call, in fact very opposite, and am now losing our home today. We have no vehicle and no real home to go to. It has been made very and highly clear to me that the ministry I so desire to be amidst and for all that God has given to me to love with…that there is purposed of the enemy to thieve credibility from ministers of the gospel via the internet while the enemy claims against the truth to be something greater to seek after. The blessing you so desire is found prostrate before God praying for that which you know you already are or for the sin that so wants them and you. Humility speaks. I fear you did not see in the spirit that which was given unto me for you. It was never for your destruction. This is not God. A man recently said you cannot go physically where you have not first seen and been in the Spirit. I am authorized.

I plead the blood of Jesus over these ministries, these men or woman of God, over the truth that has been exchanged for a lie, over my family and the division the enemy openly aimed at our destruction, over my future companion, over our home and manifestation for a home, over a manifestation of a vehicle, over my need for legal counsel that is Godly of which I have never had and am in current need of….because I have sought help, called on many of the ministry and they have either not believed or have bought into the lie that I wanted to take away that which they had. I have received no honest response to my great and exceeding needs and this in much part gives glory to God in itself. The enemies’ game is sorrow and I and my family have had enough for ye all! The reason: I am to be blessing you daily in ministry. I plead the blood of Jesus over each hearer and reader of this Word, realizing that it carries a different flavor. Oh, yes indeed there is a still a garden of God. In fact this place I was brought back to so many years ago was healing and was the blessing that overtook me unto a furthered spiritual walk. I write to you the things in which you must hear to get into the depths of the places that God wants you to see, feel, sense and know how very deeply loved you really, really are. Your sins are washed. Give glory to God!

Honor & Integrity

…is not hiding behind others to pretend it wasn’t you, but can lend voice to the truth & bring about much justice.

…are righteous tears of honor for the Pastor’s Appreciation Day because your heart breaks for all they do and feel with a great urge to comfort them, and not because man has added a day to the calendar.

…is less than it can be in His presence when fellowship with the right people is taking place.

…is not secret manipulation at another’s expense.

…speaks often through the eyes of the countenance right from the heart.

…allows yourself to be submitted to and to submit to another and it is full of joy either way.

...is the teach that a parent has begged that you learn.

…is submitting one to another in the love of another in right conversation.

...is given often when least expected and creates supernatural blessing when received.

…is pouring out your heart in Worship in ways that give glory to God.

…sometimes look like Gods requests as an offering of Worship to Him.

…is knowing who your friends are and releasing those whom never were when no unity is made available.

…is bowing humbly before our God in reverent love for Him.

…is not letting the element of surprise take away your humility in the moment.

…washing the feet of another, realizing the same servant hood is required of you to be a part of God’s great blessings.

…is making yourself low before the lowliest to show the love of God.

…trusts people fully, without preconceived notion of anything otherwise and forgives often when this is not always reality.

…makes relationships real and ceases from all acts of falsehood.

…doesn’t pretend to be someone they are not by hiding behind the letter of the law for fear of another or for selfish reason.

…is forward with their true feelings.

…acts as a leader no matter where you are at.

…keep a pliable and contrite heart before God.

…has the sweetest fragrance of blessing.

…find its way before kings and dignitaries.

…knows humility in bringing God’s Word before Him that He acquits you.

…gets the blessing of that which you seek.

…is a precursor to breaking the disease of unforgiveness.

…will not be the lost and dying art of the church.

…are these you become as you think, feel and speak and act on them.

…prostrates facedown for the church to know the love of God.